She leaves the day after tomorrow. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. Eleven days is just long enough to forget what you would normally do with yourself.
Probably smoke a lot of weed and cry. And then make art because that is what I do. Maybe play the $50 worth of video games she bought me at the video game place down the road. Probably.
She's so beautiful and wonderful. She's got the combat boots I've wanted forever and her hair is really long and soft and her laugh is goofy. She's shorter than I am. She reads faster than I do. She wears skinny jeans and smart people shirts and she looks great in forest green. It's one of her favourite colours.
I want her to stay forever.
We went to Mackinac for the first time ever last week. I honestly didn't get any good pictures, but it was a fun time. I would love to go back some time. Especially with her and my sister and her boyfriend who is hilarious.
I'm in the stage of summer where I just don't give a shit about anything. I just can't bring myself to. I care that Amanda is leaving and that is it. Before I had that to care about, I was just flat. It's always like this this for me, especially this time of year, but it's more UGH than usual. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't think it could be anything a doctor could help with. Oh well.
I hope everyone is doing well. I've got a few pictures to put up. I'll do that soon.
And if you didn't see it last time, I have a tumblr and a website.
Tumblr:
foremanphotography.tumblr.com
Website:
foremanphotography.weebly.com
Lemme know what you think about the website. It's still kind of in the works.